Fiction

...In continuation to 'Part 1'

Gave it time,
Tried to forget,
Got angry at life,
Cried myself to bed,
Still feeling so hollow,
Trying to keep you in my head,
Missed you madly while denying it,
Lost track of the tears I’ve shed.

Being so close and now so away,
It’s as if I’ve left a part of me behind,
If we keep going at this rate,
I’ll soon be hard to find,
You think I don’t know how you feel,
I may pretend but I’m not blind,
You yourself don’t know,
But to me, your soul is kind.

I look at my hand,
Notice the shape my fingers take,
And remember how your fingers,
Would fill the space mine make,
I’m scared to let you in,
Coz my heart…only you can break,
Unable to find the reality in this fantasy,
But what we have cannot be fake.

Told the friends there is nothing,
And got accused of being untrue,
Heard the same advice time and again,
“Make sure you let nothing brew,”
Suppressed myself to the tenth level,
Went against my entire crew,
Only to realize I can’t keep lying to myself,
Coz truth is…I’m in love with you.